Intuition is a faculty of the soul, just as reliable as that of Reason
~R.H. Brown~Spiritual Magazine October
I do believe November of 2015....is a time to remember and journal noteworthy, with such nice weather, wonderful energy and true uplifting transformations and transitions noted to many. It's been the season for change and valuable lessons learned that's for sure. Now here we are in Dec with no snow and mild temps, and this energy still with us. This could very well be, God's way of answering our prayers for a break from last years snowy weather we all asked for. So take time to acknowledge this fact and say thank you:)
This energy we've been subjected to, as I mentioned in the last newsletter, and not wanting to sound like a broken record, but Mother Nature or Whoever keeps putting the info in front of me, is wanting to make sure we understand this energy, about balance and trusting our intuition, is a gift. It's kind of being drilled into me, to remind you that though you may not understand it, to embrace this energy. One of the most important things I must pass on ....is no matter if you understand the messages or not, you need to write them down for later, because the answer will come and you will be glad you did for reference.
Such as, another lesson for me about this energy and transformation, came Nov 23rd, walking the Wheel. Eleven geese flew over. My gaze was fixed on them in their formation and I 'knew' there was a message in this sighting, though it's common to see geese. Goose speaks of balance and integrity, and there was 11 of them. Eleven a prime number, a number a friend and I were talking about a couple days prior, on it's own resonates the energy of balance, yin and yang, black and white, male and female, balancing each. Paired this number with Goose, it brings great balancing energy of wisdom and knowledge. Moments later, standing in the middle of the Medicine Wheel facing East,I heard, " Eagle will return. Trust in Eagle. Trust in who you are". Ok what does that have to do with Geese...?
Eagle message, was confirmed I heard correctly with a few days of Eagle showing up everywhere, via pictures, words, Visions, articles, and a gift. Then Nov, 30th, during a morning meditation, with a clear vivid vision like I was looking at myself, I watched a Blue Eagle emerg out of me. I can not describe the blue, because no earthly blue can explain it's color. I knew it was message and an answer. Though I did not understand, I knew it to be a special message. I searched Blue Eagle and found many things, but none that 'felt' like the answer...Ah ah...a novel idea...why don't I just ask what it meant. So...during my next meditation I asked to have the meaning clarified, and the answer, of course was not what I wanted, but now I see it was a wise answer...which was
"You need to ask the right question to get the correct answer".
This time thank goodness, I wasn't left hanging wondering what's the right question, they gave me a clue of what to ask. When asked correctly it revealed an answer that resonated with my soul. I cannot explain this feeling, it's just a knowing, and once you experience it, you will know it too. Asking correctly also brought answers to a question I've had about one of my main totems, Horse, and the change we are going through.
Horse has been one of my main totems since the age of 2, so it's been emotionally bothersome why it 'feels' I don't need Horse medicine as much as I use to. My logical mind contributed this lack of 'needing' to getting older...but what I learned is, it's about my maturing and preparing me for where I am today. Eagle much like Horse brings with it not only higher vision,connecting to the Divine...but balance and trusting in one's abilities. I've read about Eagle Medicine many times, and each time I do, I learn something new and this time was no exception, bringing the answer to my question of Horse and a couple other questions. Horse is a four legged, and four legged are all about being grounded and movement. At age 2 horse was gifted to me as a Totem/Helper, because as I now know, I needed to learn to be grounded, not the way of most. Thus God/Creator in his wisdom, sent me horse medicine..to teach me this lesson of groundedness, better than any other animal helper could. Understandably, emotionally, after so many years of Horse being part of who I am and what I am about, I found it disturbing, to be stepping away from their wonderful Divine energy and being drawn closer to Bird Nation even though at this point it is Eagle. I wondered how could Eagle, though magnificent, compare to what I've gotten from Horse and how could Horse and Eagle be connected. It felt like leaning towards Eagle, and Bird Nation, I was leaving a loyal trusted friend behind.
Through the right question, I received my answer.
I am not leaving Horse behind, it is a part of who I was and to become. Now I've learned the energy of Horse and Eagle are becoming one instead of two, balancing the medicine of each. How do I know this? I was reminded... my first connection to bird nation was as a child, through the mythical creature, Pegasus....the winged horse. Pegasuses grounding winged energy, prepared me or was teaching me, about both worlds, four legged and winged people though at that time I could only see the four legged part, readying me for the transition I'd make some day in traveling both worlds of earthly and heavenly realms, using the balance of the old energy I understood (horse) mixed with the new energy I would learn (bird nation) To my surprise...again...Mother Nature's wisdom, knew exactly what she was doing bringing Bird Nation to me, it was a medicine I already unconsciously understood. Because though I was learning to fly it was and is important I remain grounded, and the helper/totem that can accomplish that as well as Horse...is Eagle, symbolized by their talons. their ability to grasp on. So how does Eagle connect to Horse a Four Legged?
Eagles have four toes, four is traditionally a symbol of keeping oneself grounded and laying a solid foundation. This keeps Eagle and those with Eagle as a totem connected to Earth even with the ability to fly. The talons of Eagle are for hunting (gaining knowledge) and grasping (staying connected to, and learning to use what's available on Earth). Eagle, Without this ability to grasp (gain wisdom) and hunt (using earthly resources available) would not survive. Which answers the question, Why have you brought Blue Eagle and taken me to the Blue road. Answer....
"This is the essence of who you are"
Hmm first the Wheel is the sum of who you are, now Blue Eagle, Blue Road and East are the Essence of who you are. I'm not getting it.
Answer..."Essence...you need to understand the word essence, look in your dictionary, not on the computer...IN your dictionary".
The definition(s) that resonated with me not found on the Internet...are Essence: 'The property (quality) necessary to the nature of the thing' or 'the individual, real or ultimate (fundamental) nature of the thing' . See what I mean, how it explains 'things':) These are parts of me I need to survive...Horse, Eagle, Bird Nation, The Wheel, and You. All of which brought me to the Four Roads traveled by native Americans...one of which is the Blue road, and the blue road apparently is the road I am on... The Blue Road is of soul, that embraces the path of Spiritually, to the eternal circle of life (the Wheel) home of the Rainbow, Water, Four legged, Stone, Winged, Tree and Crawler people and Four directions. The path of the Blue Road is govern by the direction East. Eagle is the totem and helper for East which is the path of destiny, and spiritual essence. Giving me the answer, through Blue Eagle, I am going in the right direction. And the message for you, from them to me, and me to you, by sharing my personal changes going on, now at this time...is...you need to embrace.....
You are who you are. You are you for a reason, do not fear to be who you are, embrace your individuality, this will help you to stay balanced and focused enough to use the gifts given to you and you will grow, transform and survive...all these new 'things'.
As always...
Be well
Laugh often
Love large
Dig in the dirt
Grow a garden
and may the sun light your way
Kellie + Herbs & Things
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